well, recently i've been having some life troubles.

my friend's in a very awful situation and we're all dealing with it in our own way.

i'm really very scared.

i had a sleepover with my bestfriend, and she and i had a 10 hour "venting session"

it was very soothing and relaxing. it helped a lot.

but the next day my other very good friend found himself in a shitload of trouble.

i don't know where he is, but i have a idea of what he's doing. and i'm pretty sure he's safe.

we're all very worried.

i think i'm getting a sinus infection, i haven't eaten in over 2 days, i've slept for 5 hours in the past 5 days.

i am losing my fucking mind.

please excuse my profound and offensive language.

it's hard not to explode when in a situation of this extreme.

i just thought i'd get this off of my chest.

tootles, and enjoy the rest of your evening.

dear fellow readers, i'm sure there won't be many of you but for those who've decided to read this, thanks for wasting your time. anywho, yesterday i ventured out to mansfield, massachusetts for my very first warped tour. i'm very excited about it. you see i'd always wanted to go, but it's too bad i spent over an hour of it in a porta-potty with two of my close companions. let me tell you about my busy week:

thursday; july 17th:

i went to a day camp to visit my friend, i saw my ex-boyfriend's brother do the robot and break dance with three 6 year old girls, i tie dyed a shirt, i got my ears double pierced, went to beech ridge.

friday; july 18th:

i left for someplace in connecticut, and went swimming in a warm hotel pool.

saturday; july 19th:

i went to six flags. woo.

sunday; july 20th:

i came home from connecticut, slept over my friend's house.

monday; july 21st:

one of the better nights. i went to a show downtown, saw/made a bunch of friends whom i love dearly, haha, things.

tuesday; july 22nd:

there's nothing to write. i did nothing.
wednesday; july 23rd:

warped tour.

as you can see, i lead quite the life. a ridiculous one. this is not my first blog, however it is my first on this account. so please do not be alarmed by any "lack of experience" or "shit."

please enjoy your day as much as i'll be enjoying mine.

goodbye my lover, farewell til we meet again.